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...if anything will ever last this real forever?
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[Tuesday,
February 8th, 2005] |
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new journal..
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) sweetsurrendr_
add me up yo<3
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[Sunday,
February 6th, 2005] |
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boys are just gay. This is ridiculous!I'm afraid i threw away something i COULD have had..for you. and this is what *I* get?? psh. if you tell me your gonna do something...do it. and i wont always call you. if this is how you are...i could've defintely done better....i just wish i could've seen it before i told HIM no.
:(
what to do...what to do.??
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[Thursday,
February 3rd, 2005] |
akidnamedMICAH: the itsy bitsy spider
CuTeNcRaZi106: went up the water spout
akidnamedMICAH: down came the rain
CuTeNcRaZi106: and washed the spider out
akidnamedMICAH: out came the sun
CuTeNcRaZi106: and dried up all the rain
akidnamedMICAH: and the itsy bitsy spider
CuTeNcRaZi106: crawled up the spout again
thats called being bestfriends.
<33
15 days-----my birthday!
18 days-----Micahs Birthday!!
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[Monday,
January 31st, 2005] |
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cheating::gretchen wilson |
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eh. well wayland has to be one of the bestest friends i have ever had.
thanks ;)
i got chewed out over the phone cuz i walked in at 12 last night. haha.
o well. not that big of a deal-
Sadie Hawkins can go die.
I dont really WANT to go...but i HAVE to..cuz i gotta make sure something works out.
but i have to get a freakin date for it to work.
ugh, whatever. highschool dances are gay except for prom.
andy johnson ruins everything.
neways..
ive cried atleast 3 times tonight.
im a dumb dumb girl.
::y0u:: really confuse me...like deeply.
0fcourse..stacey made things better.lol. knowing im not alone :)
my birthdays in 18 days (&) 5 mins
:) :) :)
i better get some gooood presents hehe <3
i love you*
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[Saturday,
January 29th, 2005] |
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baby let me love you |
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well..went to dance...hurt my knee...cant walk. wahhooo! sucks perdy bad. matt comes home tomorrow :)
<33
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[Friday,
January 28th, 2005] |
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i cant get you off of my mind <33 |
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yeah....
i love him.
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[Thursday,
January 27th, 2005] |
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im so lost....im barely here...i wish i could explain myself, but words escape me.
Im grounded. SOOO SORRY Andy :( i cant go friday. hmph. tay hurt her leg :( she may have to go to the doctor...not like ill see her tomorrow anyways but it still sucks. i was suppose to go out with matt..but it didnt work out :0/ this weekend shall suck. Me (&) kelley are in soooo much trouble haha..gah were so dumb. but atleast we will get kicked off together! lol <33 today sucked pretty bad. hopefully tomorrow will be better..but i seriously doubt it. yeah.
Happy late Birthday KATIE! i Love you!
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| dubble bubble |
[Sunday,
January 23rd, 2005] |
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CuTeNcRaZi106: ok so i have a goal
im gonna have a boyfriend in 22 days.. like a kinda serious one...not real seirous but just like a relationship not a hook up....? lol
HoOvErChIcK9851: haha go for it babe.. you could do that in 3 days... but w/e l0l
CuTeNcRaZi106: haha
HoOvErChIcK9851: but seriosuly u better.. im timin you now... 22days and counting
already told some but yeah thats my goal for the next couple of weeks...haha..am i lame or what?
ne takers?
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[Sunday,
January 23rd, 2005] |
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fred has to be the coolest guy i know.
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[Saturday,
January 22nd, 2005] |
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hmmm. last night was fun? lol. little to much. alex made me mad... again. tonight i was almost positive i was going to ms phs. but a lot of people arent going (((cough))) fred (((cough)))...sooo i think maybe im going out with fred and matt? brittany- im heart broken that your not going :( very sad thing. Taylor is in GA. and they only need 2 more wins to win the tournament :) woot woot. i went paint balling today with bryan and chris hahaha. it was exciting! lol bryan hit me in the butt and i have like this red/blue/purple mark..it hurts like a mother lol.ah neways..kaitlyn i loved my picture...im telling josh on you haha. well im gonna go get ready n takin a shower.
Josh**im sorry i got all mad...but wut i heard was different. just, dont change. <3 u
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[Thursday,
January 20th, 2005] |
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Your SO last summer. |
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so i dont think im coming to school tomorrow kids. this whole virus thing is not to much fun. ughhh i dont need to miss school. but i can barely talk! so i have a good reason. KT thinks its herpes. prolly. so i THINK im going out with fred this weekend. funnnn. You know what kid i need to hang out with??? Andy...to bad he forgets about me on the weekends...boo. neways...MATT called me ahh i was so excited. i miss him sooo much. we had soo much fun last yr haha we got detention so many times lol. rumor has it that hes comin down in the next few weeks. party at caseys house haha. i hate ms. gann. i usually dont say i hate people much. but i mean for real lady. she accused me of skipping when i was in the office. ugh that lady ticks the mess out of me. i told myself i would update in a while but i blew it. o well. i think me and ashley are okay now. we talked and had our date during lunch and got everything straightened out. i love that girl <333 so if ne kids are staying home tomorrow (((FrEd))) u need to get online or hit up the cell...cuz ima be in bed all day ..lol.
I have become obsessed with arbys curly fries and milkshakes once again....i was only into that when me and yeoj broke up, it was like my "comfort food" haha. but i had sum today and i realized how muhc ir eally love that stuff lol. sad i know. hmph.
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[Wednesday,
January 19th, 2005] |
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My chemical romance<333 |
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( I'm Not Okay. Really. )
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[Tuesday,
January 18th, 2005] |
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the used |
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i really dont want anything to do with you anymore.
ever.
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| here comes my rant of the night....get ready |
[Sunday,
January 16th, 2005] |
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blink 182 |
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yeah im whooped. last nite was fun ;) and so was friday haha. wow friday was insane.
i got to talk to *you* friday night...over all it was a good talk i think..but it still wasnt great .. i know ive done a lot of things that im not so proud of..but then again you have to. yeah ive changed a lot but so have you...ive heard you have gotten better (&) cooler. but i havent really saw it for myself. yeah, i miss you. i still care about you. but im not so sure about a lot of things. i hate that we arent okay, and have to find out about eachother from other people. i have to admit, im rather scared of you. lol. seeing you the other night, wow. i didnt really know what to do. im not saying i want to be with you again...just that i miss how it was, how you were, how i was. but it all seems out of grasp. i dont have a problem with you anymore...and i ::think:: you dont have a problem with me either?? but who knows. you did hurt me really bad and thats a huge reason of why i am the way i am right now....it has a TON to do with you. and the other part is just friends and wanting a litl fun. i know your not so happy with it...but what can ya do. cuz i dont really know what to do either.
im really confused. hmph.
so, on a lighter note...bryan called me...were not getting together. we both decided it wld mess things up between everyone and us. o well. i really miss wut i had like 4 months ago. i mean yeah talking to a lot of guys is always fun :) but i just miss always having that (((one))) person for you. i miss it a whole lot.
<333
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[Wednesday,
January 12th, 2005] |
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im jaded now...whatver that means |
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ok guys. as wayland has said earlier...i dont know when you add me. so if you just randomly decide to add me ...could you PLEASE just comment and say "hey, i added you!" it would be beautiful if you did.
<3
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| i need to stop by i cant |
[Wednesday,
January 12th, 2005] |
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Everyone's known someone that they just can't help but want;
And even though we just can't make it work out, well the want-to lingers on.
So once again we wind up in each other's arms, pretending that it's right,
An' I may hate myself in the morning,
but I'm gonna love you tonight.
<33
IvE GoT SuM Big NeWS!!!
KaTiE IsNt cOnCeItEd Ne-MoRE!!!! yay!!!!!
im sooooo proud of you!!!!!!
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| thinking. |
[Monday,
January 10th, 2005] |
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six pence none the richer |
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ah. today was crazy fun. so i was thinkin today how much has changed sooo much. like just looking back in like the summer. i really liked the way things were. but then again i would have done so many things different. its hard moving on...especially when its what you want but you know its best for you. i have great friends that help me through everything..but it still hurts. im a complrelty different person then i was a year ago. i like it, but then again i dont. i regret alot...but like some really smart little hairy dude said once...dont regret things...because you never know where you would have ended up if you didnt make that choice. but i wish i would have been more smart about things..and i wish i didnt loose such a great friend. but i dont know why i was thinkin about that lol. its in the past..wut can ya do? but i still sumtimes wish i cld have it all back...only sometimes.
[EDIT] im wearin a camo GMC hat. hahahahah. u know u love me micah <3 we gotta work this ramson thing out soon.
i dont like not being alright.
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