.....And I Wonder....

breathing_u_in @ 2005-02-08T01:29:00

2005-02-08T07:30:36Z

new journal..

add me up yo<3

God hates me.

2005-02-07T02:52:07Z

boys are just gay. This is ridiculous!I'm afraid i threw away something i COULD have had..for you. and this is what *I* get?? psh. if you tell me your gonna do something...do it. and i wont always call you. if this is how you are...i could've defintely done better....i just wish i could've seen it before i told HIM no.

:(

what to do...what to do.??

breathing_u_in @ 2005-02-03T18:22:00

2005-02-04T00:22:55Z

akidnamedMICAH: the itsy bitsy spider
CuTeNcRaZi106: went up the water spout
akidnamedMICAH: down came the rain
CuTeNcRaZi106: and washed the spider out
akidnamedMICAH: out came the sun
CuTeNcRaZi106: and dried up all the rain
akidnamedMICAH: and the itsy bitsy spider
CuTeNcRaZi106: crawled up the spout again

thats called being bestfriends.
<33

15 days-----my birthday!

18 days-----Micahs Birthday!!

breathing_u_in @ 2005-02-02T19:00:00

2005-02-03T01:16:43Z

about you:

name:Naomi
age: 15
location: Hoover
sex: female

do you:

play video games: umm...maybe

have a crush: yea
have a girlfriend/boyfriend: no
think you're in love: yeah
think you're easy to get along with: yea
know any celebrities: dale earnhart jr. (&) celine deon

wish you could tell someone something you cant: yes
cook well: yea
know kung fu: yeah..illegal government moves

have a favorite movie: yea
have a favorite band/song: yeah
think of someone on a daily basis: yea

last person:

kissed: matt
hugged: chris
thought about: matt
made you laugh: kelley...she fell off my couch
you made laugh: kelley
punched: no one
kicked: my mom
hung out with: kelley kaitlyn and josh
you learned something from: josh

name matching:

Jake: johnson
Ryan: gray
Sarah: heaton
Jim: dunno
Laura: Punerton
Alex: black

Justin: cushman
Mike: T
Mark: mccarty
leeroy: loser
Andrew: white
Tim: mullet (hahahaha kelley)

beliefs:

God: yea
Armagedon: no
Buddah: he was fat
Allah: no
love: yea
abortion: noway
murder: no

would you:

kill someone: depends
call someone an asshole: yea
give someone the bird: yea
hit someone: yea
hit a teacher: yea
hit a girl: yes
hit a cop: no
kill a cop: no
curb someone: no way thats wrong
say "fuck you" to the president: no
go to a club you could get shot at: no
do anything if were dared: maybe
fall in love: yea
Tell someone exactly how you feel: yeah

favorites:

movie: beauty and the beast
band: hmmm kelley and pasta salad.
song: true

artist: ryan cabrera
singer: wayland
writer: dunno
actor: ben stiller
actress: sandra bullock

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-31T23:55:00

2005-02-01T06:04:07Z

eh. well wayland has to be one of the bestest friends i have ever had.
thanks ;)
i got chewed out over the phone cuz i walked in at 12 last night. haha.
o well. not that big of a deal-
Sadie Hawkins can go die.
I dont really WANT to go...but i HAVE to..cuz i gotta make sure something works out.
but i have to get a freakin date for it to work.
ugh, whatever. highschool dances are gay except for prom.
andy johnson ruins everything.
neways..
ive cried atleast 3 times tonight.
im a dumb dumb girl.
::y0u:: really confuse me...like deeply.
0fcourse..stacey made things better.lol. knowing im not alone :)
my birthdays in 18 days (&) 5 mins
:) :) :)
i better get some gooood presents hehe <3

i love you*

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-30T00:57:00

2005-01-30T06:59:28Z

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-30T00:31:00

2005-01-30T06:32:10Z

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-29T16:52:00

2005-01-29T22:53:47Z

well..went to dance...hurt my knee...cant walk. wahhooo! sucks perdy bad. matt comes home tomorrow :)

<33

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-28T02:00:00

2005-01-28T08:01:37Z

yeah....

i love him.

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-27T20:40:00

2005-01-28T02:51:48Z

im so lost....im barely here...i wish i could explain myself, but words escape me.

Im grounded. SOOO SORRY Andy :( i cant go friday. hmph. tay hurt her leg :( she may have to go to the doctor...not like ill see her tomorrow anyways but it still sucks. i was suppose to go out with matt..but it didnt work out :0/ this weekend shall suck. Me (&) kelley are in soooo much trouble haha..gah were so dumb. but atleast we will get kicked off together! lol <33 today sucked pretty bad. hopefully tomorrow will be better..but i seriously doubt it. yeah.

Happy late Birthday KATIE! i Love you!

dubble bubble

2005-01-24T02:28:05Z

CuTeNcRaZi106: ok so i have a goal
im gonna have a boyfriend in 22 days.. like a kinda serious one...not real seirous but just like a relationship not a hook up....? lol
HoOvErChIcK9851: haha go for it babe.. you could do that in 3 days... but w/e l0l
CuTeNcRaZi106: haha
HoOvErChIcK9851: but seriosuly u better.. im timin you now... 22days and counting

already told some but yeah thats my goal for the next couple of weeks...haha..am i lame or what?

ne takers?

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-23T09:59:00

2005-01-23T16:00:31Z

fred has to be the coolest guy i know.

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-22T17:21:00

2005-01-22T23:38:58Z

hmmm. last night was fun? lol. little to much. alex made me mad... again. tonight i was almost positive i was going to ms phs. but a lot of people arent going (((cough))) fred (((cough)))...sooo i think maybe im going out with fred and matt? brittany- im heart broken that your not going :( very sad thing. Taylor is in GA. and they only need 2 more wins to win the tournament :) woot woot. i went paint balling today with bryan and chris hahaha. it was exciting! lol bryan hit me in the butt and i have like this red/blue/purple mark..it hurts like a mother lol.ah neways..kaitlyn i loved my picture...im telling josh on you haha. well im gonna go get ready n takin a shower.

Josh**im sorry i got all mad...but wut i heard was different. just, dont change. <3 u

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-20T22:43:00

2005-01-21T04:56:39Z

so i dont think im coming to school tomorrow kids. this whole virus thing is not to much fun. ughhh i dont need to miss school. but i can barely talk! so i have a good reason. KT thinks its herpes. prolly. so i THINK im going out with fred this weekend. funnnn. You know what kid i need to hang out with??? Andy...to bad he forgets about me on the weekends...boo. neways...MATT called me ahh i was so excited. i miss him sooo much. we had soo much fun last yr haha we got detention so many times lol. rumor has it that hes comin down in the next few weeks. party at caseys house haha. i hate ms. gann. i usually dont say i hate people much. but i mean for real lady. she accused me of skipping when i was in the office. ugh that lady ticks the mess out of me. i told myself i would update in a while but i blew it. o well. i think me and ashley are okay now. we talked and had our date during lunch and got everything straightened out. i love that girl <333 so if ne kids are staying home tomorrow (((FrEd))) u need to get online or hit up the cell...cuz ima be in bed all day ..lol.

I have become obsessed with arbys curly fries and milkshakes once again....i was only into that when me and yeoj broke up, it was like my "comfort food" haha. but i had sum today and i realized how muhc ir eally love that stuff lol. sad i know. hmph.

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-19T22:41:00

2005-01-20T04:42:44Z

well if you wanted honesty
that's all you had to say
i never want to let you down or have you go
it's better off this way
for all the dirty looks
the photographs your boyfriend took
remember when you broke your foot
from jumping out the 2nd floor

i'm not okay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
you wear me out

what will it take to show you that it's not the life
it seems
i've told you time and time again
you sing the words but
don't know what it means
to be a joke and look
another line without a hook
i held you close as we both shook

for the last time-take a good hard look

i'm not okay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
you wear me out

forget about the dirty looks
the photographs your boyfriend took
you said you're read me like a book
but the pages are all torn and frayed

now i'm okay, i'm okay......
i'm okay now, i'm okay now,

what do you really want from me
because i'm telling you the truth
(blah blah)
i'm okay, trust me

i'm not okay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
i'm not o-f***ing-kay.....

breathing_u_in @ 2005-01-18T20:17:00

2005-01-19T02:22:09Z

i really dont want anything to do with you anymore.

ever.

here comes my rant of the night....get ready

2005-01-17T00:58:38Z

yeah im whooped. last nite was fun ;) and so was friday haha. wow friday was insane.

i got to talk to *you* friday night...over all it was a good talk i think..but it still wasnt great .. i know ive done a lot of things that im not so proud of..but then again you have to. yeah ive changed a lot but so have you...ive heard you have gotten better (&) cooler. but i havent really saw it for myself. yeah, i miss you. i still care about you. but im not so sure about a lot of things. i hate that we arent okay, and have to find out about eachother from other people. i have to admit, im rather scared of you. lol. seeing you the other night, wow. i didnt really know what to do. im not saying i want to be with you again...just that i miss how it was, how you were, how i was. but it all seems out of grasp. i dont have a problem with you anymore...and i ::think:: you dont have a problem with me either?? but who knows. you did hurt me really bad and thats a huge reason of why i am the way i am right now....it has a TON to do with you. and the other part is just friends and wanting a litl fun. i know your not so happy with it...but what can ya do. cuz i dont really know what to do either.

im really confused. hmph.

so, on a lighter note...bryan called me...were not getting together. we both decided it wld mess things up between everyone and us. o well. i really miss wut i had like 4 months ago. i mean yeah talking to a lot of guys is always fun :) but i just miss always having that (((one))) person for you. i miss it a whole lot.

<333

ahh

2005-01-13T04:37:43Z

ok guys. as wayland has said earlier...i dont know when you add me. so if you just ~~randomly decide to add me~~ ...could you PLEASE just comment and say "hey, i added you!" it would be beautiful if you did.
<3

i need to stop by i cant

2005-01-12T23:24:11Z

Everyone's known someone that they just can't help but want;
And even though we just can't make it work out, well the want-to lingers on.
So once again we wind up in each other's arms, pretending that it's right,
An' I may hate myself in the morning,
but I'm gonna love you tonight.

<33

IvE GoT SuM Big NeWS!!!

KaTiE IsNt cOnCeItEd Ne-MoRE!!!! yay!!!!!

im sooooo proud of you!!!!!!

thinking.

2005-01-11T02:57:32Z

ah. today was crazy fun. so i was thinkin today how much has changed sooo much. like just looking back in like the summer. i really liked the way things were. but then again i would have done so many things different. its hard moving on...especially when its what you want but you know its best for you. i have great friends that help me through everything..but it still hurts. im a complrelty different person then i was a year ago. i like it, but then again i dont. i regret alot...but like some really smart little hairy dude said once...dont regret things...because you never know where you would have ended up if you didnt make that choice. but i wish i would have been more smart about things..and i wish i didnt loose such a great friend. but i dont know why i was thinkin about that lol. its in the past..wut can ya do? but i still sumtimes wish i cld have it all back...only sometimes.

[EDIT] im wearin a camo GMC hat. hahahahah. u know u love me micah <3 we gotta work this ramson thing out soon.

i dont like not being alright.

gr.

2005-01-10T01:27:59Z

i have only dated 4 pelham guys. and only 2 recently. so i havent like hooked up with the entire school...and 2 of which i dated are complete idiots...so just shut up with the whole "oo im so surprised u didnt hook up with them". even if your jokin. its not funny.

:)

2005-01-09T21:30:23Z

last night was interesting. but incredible fun. i needed it.
<33

Caroline Davis is hilarious...especially during church...i enjoy makin fun of people with you ;)

ow ow

2005-01-08T22:03:08Z

thewayland: well hey if you seriously wanna take advantage of me, go for it
CuTeNcRaZi106: :-)

whoop whoop

2005-01-08T06:16:59Z

i hate it when taylor corners me about who i like..haha...ahhhh.

shes too good at this.

ooo snap

2005-01-07T06:00:22Z

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